A month or so ago, I finished Ratchet and Clank: A Crack in Time. It only took me about three days to finish it, spread out over a few weeks. I would have done it earlier, but I was trying to finish Final Fantasy XIII for over a year before giving up on it.

There are a few reasons that I’m just finishing a relatively old game. Three are the easier ones: I have a 26 month old in our house and he has a higher priority, I’ve been writing heavily this year and that takes a significant amount of my time, and I seriously don’t relax enough for my own health.

The last one is the hardest: I’ve gotten into a philosophical disconnect with my PlayStation 3 and Wii. This is the strange thing, but I just don’t want to play it because of the system (and company) itself instead of the individual games.

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I don’t play a lot of games. There are two big reasons. The first is that both EDM and my writing take a higher priority than that mythical “relaxing” thing. And when I’m relaxing, I feel like I’m wasting my time. Ignore the fact that relaxing actually makes it easier to write and I have more energy, but that’s a hangup I’ve been struggling with for the years.

The second is that the programmer side of me starts to pull apart games. I think about “how could I write that” somewhere in the 30+ hours that I end up playing. Most of the time, the grind coupled with the what-ifs ruin it for me.

Of the games I do play, Glitch is probably the longest I’ve played a social game in years. I loved its quirky charm so I was sad to see that it is shutting down.

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I’ve picked up all of the Humble Games as they’ve come out. I enjoy them greatly and I love support indie game writers as much as I do writers. This means I’ve also been playing a lot of games.

There are two things that have really stuck out for me, things I wish every game would do. First is control where the same game goes. I absolutely love Linux games because that is my preferred platform. What I don’t care for is games that put saves in my /home/dmoonfire folder. I want that clean, pristine, anally controlled. I want my save games to go into /home/dmoonfire/games/nameOfGame or /home/dmoonfire/.config/company (the latter follows the Linux file system standards). It is foolish, but something important to me. Related to that, I want to control were save games go on Windows also, if they aren’t in AppData.

The other is controls. I play on a laptop and the WASD doesn’t always fit for me. So, giving me custom controls (as some of the more recent update have done) is a wonderful thing. Voxatron became playable for me when they gave me custom controls. Otherwise, I couldn’t get my big hands in the places the developer liked.

They are two minor things, but also two things that really help with organization.

So, continuing my ideas for a game console. Today, I want to get out the ideas I had for hardware. Hardware is actually the hardest bit, if I ever want to implement these ideas. Mainly because I don’t want to force someone to get a specific CPU, a specific graphics card, a specific motherboard.

(Side note: One reason I’m letting my mind get distracted by this is because I’m at a point where I can’t really focus on the novel. I have to write the things in my head, not come up with new ones.)

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I have a few guidelines in life. One of them is if I don’t like something, I should have an alternative. Otherwise, I’m just doing unproductive whining. I complained about Sony (PS3) and Microsoft (Xbox 360) and how they were handling the hacking community. Therefore, I have to come up with an alternative of what I would do (if I could).

(Some of this is notes and ideas since I don’t know if anyone who reads this blog is interesting in game consoles and open-source as much as me.)

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Weight Loss (7.4 of 14.7 kg)
Commission (15,238 of 15,000 words)
Steps (5,372 of 500,000)

There is a walking challenge at work for the next six weeks. Trying to get as many steps as possible, so I’m aiming for 500,000. It is a doable goal, but will require me to push a lot harder than I have been. Which is perfect since I really need to push if I want to keep losing weight. I got my 5% by GenCon so I’m hoping to hit my 10% goal by the end of the year.

Bah, decided not to do a day-by-day for GenCon right now. Basically, the second day was great. The games got a lot more exciting, except for Shooting Ladders. While Fluffy and I were looking forward to it, the game ended up being more tactical and tedious than we expected. Just too many things to keep track of and too much strategy in the type of games we like.

I also played in the League of Unextraordinary Gentlemen, set in a HERO system. That was a fair amount of fun, mainly because we had a GM who could handle anything we threw at it. While it still had the normal railroaded plot that I expected in a con game, it was fun playing Mario from Super Mario Brothers and Lydia Deets from Beetlejuice.

On the third day, Saturday, I lost half the day for other reasons. Sen So looked like a lot of fun; Fluffy played that without me. She said she loved it so I went to buy it. One of the other players was right in front of me and basically cleaned out the store of all the cards. Bummer, but the next day I found out they had more so I got to get almost everything for her. This will definitely be showing up at our next board game night.

I also got to play a Desolation game (kind of fantasy post apoplictic game). I playtested that a few years ago at GenCon at it was cool to see how it evolved (including a few rules that came up during our session).

The last game, at just about midnight, was Snakes on a Train. A very fun HERO 6 game. I got the “worthless” character who couldn’t tell anyone he was using his powers or have anyone use them. But he had a 75 point VPP pool. So, I got to play an old-style Mage from World of Darkness. Except, my weapons were “look out for the cow!” and the world’s second largest ball of twine. Overall, definitely worth playing until three in the morning.

I only had one game on Sunday. I was an hour late (didn’t pay attention to the start) and they stopped an hour early (car checkout was 14:00). But, for the little bit I got to play, I had fun.

When I got back, I was seriously ready to head home. We actually got all the driving done on Sunday: four hours to Illinois, an hour getting dogs and my luggage *sigh*, then another four getting back to Iowa.

This was probably the most miserable GenCon I ever had, but I still had a lot of fun. Just took the effort to not let my pain ruin my having fun and it actually seemed to work. I missed a lot that I wanted to do: I missed some comics I wanted to pick up, hunting down Anton Strout to say hi, and going to some of the writer seminars. I’ll post about the authors as soon as Fluffy uploads her pictures; might as well have images for those who enjoy it.

Weight Loss (7.4 of 14.7 kg)
Commission (15,238 of 15,000 words)

Sitting in my living room, waiting for my date. I’m anxious to get going for GenCon though I’m pretty sure I forgot something along the way. Got the clothes and food pack. Just don’t have a wife. She isn’t packed and I’m pretty much out of things to do unless I get into the “hard to walk away from” list of things.

And my commission, but I’m avoiding that until next week.

I even distracted myself for three hours playing with KoLmafia so I can get some tedious stuff done while at GenCon (i.e. it will do my daily quests for me). It is cheesy, but I like the challenge of figuring out how to do it without abusing the server.

I’m excited, just anxious.

Weight Loss (4.1 of 14.7 kg)
College Petitions (2 of 4)
DG Edit (0.5 of 33 chapters)

Having trouble sleeping tonight. Part of it comes from the drugs flowing through my veins. Drugs for pain and ones to prevent infections. The aftereffects of surgery were not too bad; Fluffy said was I all cute and groggy when I finished up. I managed to sleep better part of fifteen hours today, which also contributes to the lack of sleeping and me making a blog post at two in the morning.

The rest of this is just a list, probably not interesting for most people.

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Weight Loss (4.1 of 14.7 kg)
College Petitions (1 of 4)
Commission (1,300 of 10k words)

This morning, I got a wake-up call when my eldest kitty decided that she needed some water and she is willing to get it from the kitchen sink. The dishes on the counter, on the other hand, took offense at the idea and committed suicide in protest.

I liked that bowl. :(

A small bit of drama, but no big deal.

But, I couldn’t get back to sleep. As soon as Fluffy settled back to sleep, I just stared at the ceiling, thinking about projects and things I want to get done. It is mostly little stuff, writing and programming, but a few around the house items. And that all-important lose weight to avoid diabetes bit. I won’t go into the specifics, mainly I don’t think anyone is interested in my to do list.

I gave up around five this morning and finally got up. Ended up fixing the DNS settings on the house servers to handle the piss-poor Qwest DNS settings, doing some disk maintenance, and upgrading the main MythTV front end to hopefully get rid of the annoying delay to pause (about 3 minutes at this point) while watching Mythbusters.

Oh, and I also finished up the next ascension for Kingdom of Loathing. I’m planning on jumping into the gap as soon as I get home and maybe playing a few sauce/pasta classes to pick up a few more skills. I got the two things I really wanted this ascension, Ambidextrous Funkslinging and the Hilarious Grimore for cocktail ingredients. This will be my 17th ascension in the game (all hard core except the first). I’m still enjoying it, but there is a bit of a grind that started around ascension 14.

I did make a list of everything I wanted to get done. It is a big one, but also filled with things I can get done in a reasonable amount of time. Just need to focus, which seems to be my problem. Making a list also makes me feel better. It gives me that structure I need to realize everything is solvable. I won’t be putting the entire list on my blog, mainly because I don’t think anyone cares, plus it would just be noise. But, I’ll put the current ones I’m focusing on the blog, not only to nag me but also the encourage me.

Happily, I managed to ascend again in the Kingdom of Loathing. This would be my 15th ascension and not even remotely my fastest. But, still, 30 day hardcore ascension is nothing to sneeze at since I took over double that the first two times. The key part is that I still really enjoy the game and every morning, first thing, I get online to burn through my turns.

Though, I kind of rushed the ascension itself because I was running late to work. Ended up being a “just one more thing” type of morning. Going to be worse in the new house (week from Wednesday!) because I think I’m 10-15 minutes further from work which means I’ll need to get up twenty minutes earlier to get my fix in.

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Today is the happiest day of the last week. Not only is it Valentine’s Day (which I don’t really celebrate but it gives me an excuse to get Fluffy stuff), but I also found out World of Goo is out for Linux!

*squee*

Yeah, it is silly for most people, but I love Linux. It fits my personality, and while it isn’t the easiest thing to work with, it just happens to be, well, me. It also is “a path least traveled” which is one of my general guides in life. Along with “may you live in interesting times”.

Not only are they supporting Windows and Wii (apparently from the download center, though I haven’t had a Wii to check it out), they also support Macintosh. Which is something most game companies don’t really do. And, I have to utterly respect that and the complete lack of DRM, knowing that it won’t make that much of a difference.

I also love World of Goo. It’s a great little casual game. And not only do I enjoy playing it, but I also look up to 2D Boy because they succeeded. They did my dream, to go from nothing and blow through all expectations to be brilliant. I have the same dream. Not only for writing but programming.

I don’t see people who succeed at what I really want as a terrible thing. Anyone who can succeed has my best wishes. Interestingly, I don’t really get jealousy either, one of those foreign emotions for me. So, for all those programmers who write the perfect game or all the writers who find themselves staring at their book in the bookstore, I can only feel joy for them.

And maybe a little bit of hope that I’ll be doing the same some day.

Now, time to run off and play obsessively.